Released on December 26, 2020

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[Refrain]

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah, alive


[Verse 1]

I was alone til you came along

And now I know where I went wrong

I Don't care about what's gone

But it still hurts, so I stay numb

Yeah, If I'm in a bad mood, so is everyone

And I like it like that

Come and get you some

I know I'm better off being who I could become

But I still feel like


[Chorus]

You say I lost it, I call it progress

I won't lie now I feel nauseous all the time (Nauseous all the time)

When I know I'm on your mind (Know I'm on your mind)

When I know I'm on your mind

Thank you for the honesty

But honestly, I think it's just too late for me

Yeah, I'm so afraid to live a lie

Is this how it feels to be alive?


[Refrain]

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah, alive


[Verse 2]

I couldn't own up to my woes

My chances were blown, madness exposed

All I was shown were changes in tone

I knew this was coming, now I gotta go

You sure got some nerve to try to tell me how to be

When I still fight the urge to overthink and make believe


[Refrain]

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah, alive


[Chorus]

You say I lost it, I call it progress

I won't lie now I feel nauseous all the time (Nauseous all the time)

When I know I'm on your mind (Know I'm on your mind)

When I know I'm on your mind

Thank you for the honesty

But honestly, I think it's just too late for me

Yeah, I'm so afraid to live a lie

Is this how it feels to be alive?


[Outro]

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, alive

Ah-ah-ah-ah

Is this how it feels to be alive?