Losing Everything

By Jail Socks

On Coming Down

Released on September 3, 2021

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[Verse 1]

I’m not quite sure what’s happening to me

But I can’t seem to find a way out of bed

I seem hell-bent on losing most anything

Except for some sleep

And I don’t know where to go

The meaning’s lost on me

But I got nothing to do

Why leave?


[Chorus]

When did I become so used to it?

Losing everything I came to be

Fading into the background once again


[Post-Chorus]

It’s too much

(So just save it)

It’s too much


[Verse 2]

You'd think I’d learn from past mistakes

And yet all this self-pity and doubt lingers, coiled in my head

I keep pushing the blame, hoping for anything

It’s all just the same

Am I too eager to find another easy way out?

Am I losing my mind?


[Chorus]

When did I become so used to it?

Losing everything I came to be

Fading into the background once again


[Bridge]

I tell myself all the time

“What’s lost can never be mine”

I wonder if it’s forever

Well, I doubt it

It’s too much (It's too much)

It's too much


[Outro]

Sometimes I feel paralyzed

By the weight of moments left behind

Sometimes I’m just plain terrified (When did I become so used to it?)

Of the way they always pass me by (Losing everything I came to be)