Released on September 3, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Blacked out again

But it’s not enough to get me back

To the numbness that locked me in

So this time around

I’ll take a little extra to send me deeper down


[Verse 2]

Why does it hurt to want to feel good?

I’m trying harder, I’ve reached out

But if time allows

I’ll leave extremities deadened to stick around


[Chorus]

Take it all to feel numb

Sit and wait? I can’t at all

Push it back with the others

Down it with another

I never learned to take my time

So I’ll take it all


[Bridge]

I think I’m finally caving in

Now I don’t even know who I am

I think I’m finally caving in

Clawing at thе cliff side

Nostalgia drag me down

I know bettеr than that

Waking up, cold-sweating on the floor

I've never been so close to giving up


[Chorus]

Take it all to feel numb

Sit and wait? I can’t at all

Push it back with the others

Down it with another

I never learned to take my time

So I’ll take it all