Released on November 14, 2025

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[Verse 1]

I wanna feel amazing

I wanna see it coming

Want everyone to think I’m cool and I hit the ground running

I’m tired of tough lovin’

And I’m tired of hearing maybe

I pretend to be the role model for my friends and their babies

I don’t feel like I’m really living

It’s all been one big chore

Hurdle up a mountain just to see a million more

I’ll take salt water up the nose

Let you fit me in any pose

As long as I can tell myself I did it on my own


[Chorus 1]

‘Cause I don’t wanna ask for help

‘Til the house is a burning fire

‘Cause I’ve got a lot of pride

And that’s what’s on the line

And that’s what’s on the line

And that’s what’s on the line


[Verse 2]

I could really star in movies

What an actor I’ve become

I’m grinding up my teeth

And I’m bleeding from my thumbs

But as long as you still love me

Then I guess I’ll keep it up

Say I’m speaking your damn language

Or hell this really fucks

And I hate her for leaving

But God I love the honesty

If Rylee really loved me

She would fight, not concede

I don’t if I can say it

If it’s not what’s on your mind

And I hate answering questions

So don’t waste my fucking time


[Chorus 2]

And I don’t wanna ask for help

‘Til the house is a burning fire

‘Cause I’ve got a lot of pride

And that’s what’s on the line


[Outro]

It’s ironic I’m a singer

I hate hearing my own voice

If it ain’t perfect then it’s worthless

Guess I missed the point, and I

If I ain’t perfect then I’m worthless

Just a troubled boy, and I

If I ain’t perfect then I’m worthless

My mind ain’t working right, and I

And I