[Verse 1]
I wanna feel amazing
I wanna see it coming
Want everyone to think I’m cool and I hit the ground running
I’m tired of tough lovin’
And I’m tired of hearing maybe
I pretend to be the role model for my friends and their babies
I don’t feel like I’m really living
It’s all been one big chore
Hurdle up a mountain just to see a million more
I’ll take salt water up the nose
Let you fit me in any pose
As long as I can tell myself I did it on my own
[Chorus 1]
‘Cause I don’t wanna ask for help
‘Til the house is a burning fire
‘Cause I’ve got a lot of pride
And that’s what’s on the line
And that’s what’s on the line
And that’s what’s on the line
[Verse 2]
I could really star in movies
What an actor I’ve become
I’m grinding up my teeth
And I’m bleeding from my thumbs
But as long as you still love me
Then I guess I’ll keep it up
Say I’m speaking your damn language
Or hell this really fucks
And I hate her for leaving
But God I love the honesty
If Rylee really loved me
She would fight, not concede
I don’t if I can say it
If it’s not what’s on your mind
And I hate answering questions
So don’t waste my fucking time
[Chorus 2]
And I don’t wanna ask for help
‘Til the house is a burning fire
‘Cause I’ve got a lot of pride
And that’s what’s on the line
[Outro]
It’s ironic I’m a singer
I hate hearing my own voice
If it ain’t perfect then it’s worthless
Guess I missed the point, and I
If I ain’t perfect then I’m worthless
Just a troubled boy, and I
If I ain’t perfect then I’m worthless
My mind ain’t working right, and I
And I