Guidance - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I spoke to God even though he don't care how I feel

I sent him letters, yet I found them returned and sealed

All of my prayers left unanswered, yet still I would kneel

I spoke to God even though I don’t know if he's real

I heard that evil is silent

I know my demons stay quiet

Until I ask for compliance

That's when they claw and they riot

So keep me awake

Even though I, wish to escape

From these thoughts I, ponder and pray

Even though I’ve lost all my faith, I will survive

I watched below as I saw my son fall in a field

I let his heart fall apart then I taught it to heal

I let him ask me for guidance

I met his questions with silence

Hiding the answers inside it, I always knew he would find it

So keep me awake

Even though I, wish to escape

From these thoughts I, ponder and pray (Ponder and pray)

Even though I've lost all my faith, I will survive

He placed the earth in the palm of my hands

Asked me to fix all the problems it has

Now I think I finally understand

So keep me awake, keep me away

Keep me awake

Even though I've lost all my faith (Lost all my faith)

Keep me awake

Even though I, wish to escape

From these thoughts I, ponder and pray

Even though I've lost all my faith, I will survive