Its so cold outside, my fingers are falling apart

And Christmas wasn't good but I think its a start

Of my demise, I cannot lie

I'm not sorry for the pain you felt from me

I know that you promised to love me eternally

I know ill figure it out

Ill figure it out

Im working on everything for me

I know that you never cared to see

Im sorry that it ended this way

Im sorry that I didn't make you pay

Ripping peoples heart out, yeah that seems okay to me

How am I not so surprised that you were never there for me

And I don't want you to

Leave

T-time go fast

I don't wanna live like last

My last year was so bad and I don't wanna keep a stack

Im now a better me, I cannot see my destiny

But everybody around me just

Keeps on keeps on telling me

That im good, and im great

And im doing everything I should now

Momma told me she'll pay, but I know I would now

I can't explain the pain when you lose someone that you shouldn't

I just spoke to my dad man, rip to noodle

Procrastinate today, and I know that ill do it again

I change my mind so frequently, yeah I haven't been

Feeling the greatest and I keep on asking why

Shoutout my bros l & j and its to the sky

Its so cold outside, my fingers are falling apart

And Christmas wasn't good but I think its a start

Of my demise, I know ill be alright