Released on April 3, 2020

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[Hook]

Hoping to find a happy ending

No use in all the pretending

Gotta face the facts, 'cause it seems

You're the girl of my dreams

There's no other girls above you

Just wanna say I love you

And I want you for myself

But you're wanting someone else


[Verse 1]

Thinkin' about you while I dream

Wishin' you were right here with me

Held in my arms, as my one and only misses

In each other's company, sharing hugs and kisses

But it seems I'm not the one you're after

There's another guy that it seems you'd rather

Daydream about, it's got me feeling bitter

When he steals your heart from me, go figure

But I develop butterflies whenever we talk

Should I let these feelings out, or let them walk

Out of my heart with the words in my pen

More then likely never to be spoken of again

But these are all words, worth your trusting

I want you for life, this ain't just a lust thing

But in the end, I guess it's all true;

I'm nothing more than a friend to you


[Hook]


[Verse 2]

Why do I feel this way? I'm so conflicted

Don't like the idea of having thoughts restricted

But I've got no choice, whenever he's around

Gotta keep all these feelings deep underground

Got me thinking back to my high school days

So many crushes, ending one of two ways

Either I kept my mouth shut like a coward

Or some other guy made their hearts flower

I'd like to express what I think is true;

Whenever I sleep, I'm dreamin' of you

But I don't know if it's right to express them

Do I let them out or do I suppress them?

Is it better or not that you finally know?

I will admit, I'm too afraid to let you go

But then again, there's the thought I might see;

You probably don't see more than a friend in me


[Hook]


[Verse 3]

But even though all these thoughts are persistent

I'm terrified at the thought of commitment

What if things between us turn to a wreck

What if I only become your next ex?

Another damn guy that went and broke your heart

Made you upset and tore your soul apart

What if I just become an annoyance?

What if I'm just another disappointment?

That you had to deal with in your life

To give you that hardship's far from alright

But I hope you're still down to give it a shot

'Cause while I'm afraid, I wanna see what you got

If you decide to be my one and only

If it's me that makes your nights a little less lonely

But if it's someone else that you feel a certain way

Just know I'm happy to be with you any day