Orbit - Intellectual

[Verse 1 - Jack Rootes]

I used to say, I could handle life

Just as long as you, were by my side

Picture perfect was what I thought we'd be

But we're so out so focus, I can’t see

Now I feel so alone, so cold and so bare

When it came to love, where was your share?

You stay around me, but I doubt that you really care

What would you do, if I was never there?

Nowadays, I feel so deceived

If you won't talk to me, why orbit 'round me?

When you were feeling down, I gave you all my heart

But when I needed help, you always seemed so far

So now I question everything that you say

I don't want to be in these cynical ways

Do you really value me, or there is somethin' else you're after?

Our days are dark and dull, no light or laughter

I wish I didn't have to do this frequently

Would it kill you just to show me a little decency?

Friendships are meant to be but then they get distant

Blinded by some things that won’t get a listen

All I can’t take is what I’ve been missing

Some words that I say would hurt me for living

That’s just how it goes, believing it so

Back then my mind blows, everything it all goes

Just how I want it, I just can’t block it

I just say fuck it, Why aren’t we talking?

All I could think about, is us two hanging out

Giving myself doubts, got some shit to figure out

Why do we do this, to each other’s trueness?

Back when I knew this would happen I’m clueless

I’d be so special to you inevitable

Wish it was still beautiful, hoping that one day you would call

Give me all your precious time, I don’t wanna say goodbye

Not that it’s all worth a try, when in bad positions won’t lie

Give yourself a reason, to have no feelings

For us and our friendship, God it made me feel shit

Guess that all that matters is not even laughter

That we always had well, no happily ever after