[Verse 1]

I wake up, access my memories

Looking for some remedies

To the heartbreak that you gave

To me, turned my heart to a cave

I've been down a slippery slope

I don't know how much I can cope

If your presence doesn't surround me

Or the feel of your arms around me

My feelings can't be summarised enough

I wanna talk, but my tongue's tied up

I'd address my hurt and all their effects

But I can't right now, they're too complex

I'd do anything to have you back

Ever since you left, the world's faded to black

My friends say it'll be alright

But I still cry myself to sleep at night

Hurt is turbulent as oceans

Gotta stop and watch my emotions

Before the day comes that I get consumed

Like a storm surge from a monsoon

Our happiness we always partake

Now I can't tear away the heartache

Wish I could move on, that's all true

Wish I didn't care anymore, but I do

[Hook - Aquilo]

I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared

I'm sorry that the feeling shows and I just wasn't there

I'm reminded of the fool I was

I cut you off and fucked it up again

I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared

[Verse 2]

You're always on my mind

Even through my daily grind

You won't ever escape my thoughts

Hiding away like bad reports

We got up to a lot of good things

When you were falling, I was your wings

I still think on the good times we share

I'd be lying if I said I didn't care

Summers at your place, looking all cool

I still remember us walking to school

And very little trouble would bubble

Even if people thought we were a couple

Just a boy and a girl being lovely

Enjoying each other's company

Hair soft to the touch, like a paint brush

I always found it cute when I made you blush

I still hurt now, there's no pretending

I wish we both had a happy ending

I continue to feel my heartache worsen

When I think how much a wonderful person

You are to me, and you knowin' it

Now everybody tells to get over it

But how can the sorrow end

When I lost my best friend?

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Been a friend since childhood

You'd be with me forever if you could

Convinced me to go into your world

A literature club with 3 other girls

The only boy in the group, yeah I know

They all had affection, they all let it show

All my anxiety they helped me bleed out

I was making friends, you were happy for me now

Until a few days ago

Where your happy decline started to show

You were using poetry as an expression

To let out your feelings of depression

Then you started staying at home

Not even taking time to answer your phone

Then you said you loved me, emotional overdose

I remember your breaths when I held you close

The festival could've been our first date

But the cycle repeated the very next day

You must've been late, getting out of bed

'Till I saw that poem, 'get out of my head'

It was when I went to your house to check

That I found you with that rope around your neck

Now my joy melts at your name like a lolly

So Sayori, I'm sorry

[Hook]