[Verse 1]

I started to party properly when I was fifteen

Unpopular probably stumbled through in my ripped jeans

Four in the morning you call and tell me I'm boring

You need a night like this

Stoned as fuck

Just like the way you left me

I'm still crashing at my parent's house

I'm well in my twenties

I'm looking for advice

I'll listen if you let me

I need a night like this

[Chorus]

Your hold

Surrounds me

But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea

So keep me

In your mind

Well don't forget the love we had

This wasn't a goodbye

You took a bullet for the pain to escape

[Verse 2]

I'm called to the curtain

Burning sensation in my chest

What is my purpose?

Is it worth it to keep fighting this?

Feel like a burden

But only because I'm hurting

I miss the nights like this

I take the D line to the bottle shop

Open now it's bottoms up

Tell me that I need to stop

Get a grip you're old enough

Heavy and over the top

Senseless when molly's my rock

Tell me all you know about breathing

[Chorus]

Your hold

Surrounds me

But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea

So keep me

In your mind

Well don't forget the love we had

This wasn't a goodbye

You took a bullet for the pain to escape

[Post Chorus]

Bullet to

Bullet to

Bullet to escape

Bullet to

Bullet to escape

You took a bullet to

Bullet to

Bullet to escape

Bullet to

Bullet to escape

[Bridge]

How could you be so fucking selfish

I know that you couldn't help it

If you were big enough to know that we could have dealt with it

Try to understand

Or begin to comprehend

The reason that you needed a night like this to end

[Chorus]

Your hold (bullet to, bullet to, bullet to escape)

Surrounds me (bullet to, bullet to escape)

But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea (you took a bullet to, bullet to, bullet to escape, bullet to, bullet to escape)

So keep me

In your mind

Well don't forget the love we had

This wasn't a goodnight

This wasn't a goodbye

This wasn't a goodbye

This wasn't a goodbye