[Verse 1: JaWill]

Reminiscin', was too good that I was smitten

We can see that I am different from niggas that she kickin' with

Since a little kid, my confidence been dwindlin'

So she help me escape the mental prison I am livin' in

But for how long, she strung me along

It ain't no help that last week, that girl laughed at my song

Been on this flow since I was ten, my notes and my pen

Become my only friend when I'm alone in my head

Stay up for hours, and stare at the mirror

With tears in my eyes, man, I wish my sight was clearer

When the fear of failure that's in my heart grow bigger

A feelin' I don't say to my parents or my niggas

So I talk to Dot and Cole, they the only ones that know

That lately I don't sleep 'cause I'm layin' on my lows

Hate sleepin' in my bed, sleepin' in this apartment

Lay down on the floor, tears fillin' up the carpets, said

[Chorus: Orion León]

No place to me that feels like home

I run from things I can't, I know

Can you hear me now through the sounds of the rain, here's the fireworks

Every way, starin' heavyweight, keep the fire burnin'

'Til I go feed myself

Can you hear the noise of the pain that you bury every night you turn?

Copin' means copin' everything, keep the fire burnin'

'Til I go feed myself

[Verse 2: JaWill]

Reminscin', thinkin' 'bout all them texts

I ignored because I was stressed that the more that you were invested

The more that I'd let you down, you would see I wear a mask

And see the same kid, just drownin' in broken glass

In school, isolated, times I wasted starin' at the hopeless

Was erased by nights and days I stayed faded, paper soakin'

These waters very deep, more farther than you can see

I flow this side of this pond, don't bother, don't talk to me

Only rise when the sun fall, hungry, my chest is burnt through

Hope no one I love calls, can't see what I have turned to

A shell that walks around, too hollow, I fall, I break

Can't borrow no hope, I pray tomorrow don't show his face

Today's not even important, I stay awake 'til the mornin'

And go to sleep around twelve, the sun hates that I avoid it

But what's the use of bright lights if all I wear is shades?

And what's the use of beds if the floor is where I lay, I say if

[Chorus: Orion León]

No place to me that feels like home

I run from things I can't, I know

Can you hear me now through the sounds of the rain, here's the fireworks

Every way, starin' heavyweight, keep the fire burnin'

'Til I go feed myself

[Verse 3: JaWill]

I carried every single fear in a bag on some wheels

I was scared if they clear, you wouldn't know what to feel

See a coward, just a monster, just like every other man

Lack of power, lack of honor that he'll never understand

I scream louder than I could on the nights I fear silence

Ain't doubt that I was good when I told 'em I was lyin', I was failin'

As a teen, I hid often, in college, I was fallin'

Mix the darkness with some weed, I'm cross unbothered

Man, I swear, if I could fly away without a trace

I think I'd circle back with the hope to see your face

And hope you don't remember me, memory of mistakes

And regrets that I just ran into the booth to save face

Lay waste to my shame, it ain't worth the large weight

Of the pain that I caused from my own heartbreaks

Suitcase just cuffed to my arms

I walk until the wheels fall off, then carry it in my palms

Maybe one day, I can give my folks a real smile

Maybe one day, I can do somethin' to make you proud

Maybe one day, after all this walkin' in the miles

I will open up this case, lay down and stay a while, stay a while