Released on December 12, 2025

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[Chorus]

I felt so irrelevant and so goddamn desolate

Even with you standing there I can see you watching

Looking at me

When I see you in my dreams, it feels so heavenly


[Verse 1]

I was tied to your wrist

You said you loved me and you want to keep

All the memories of you and me forevermore

“Don’t go yet” is what I said when you left

And you said “I never loved you anyway”

Before you dropped my hand and said you loved me

Loved me


[Verse 2]

You cut me out again

After months of back and forth

You and I are just a curse

But all you did was make me feel worsе

Say the words

"Happy Valentines" I said to you

But you didn’t carе, did not care for me

I was your only, but god forbid I loved-


[Chorus]

You felt so irrelevant and so goddamn desolate

Even with me standing there you can see me watching

Looking at you

When I see you in my dreams, it feels so heavenly, heavenly


[Post-Chorus]

In my dreams, in my dreams, in my dreams

In my dreams it all feels so heavenly, heaven


[Outro]

Sorrow, fears, anxiety

Desolate, is all I get