[Verse]

It's brilliant, the past, it's got me overthinking

Second-guessing every interaction that I've ever had

I'm analyzing, tryna read between the lines

To find the message hidden there, it might not even be one

Doesn't hurt me to try

Counting cattle in the clouds when I look up at the sky

Floating in the water, all the boats are passing me by

Filled with people that did know me but didn't give me their time

Sink or swim, I think I'm drowning, but I'm totally fine, I'm

Zoning out whenever momma lectures me

I know she wants the best for me, as reckless as I

Could be, I saw a couple argue harshly, words were thrown

And feelings hurt, but they came back together

Yeah that's love in my time, best believe I'm stuck in my prime

I'm drifting aimlessly, the wind blows northward

Satisfying dreams that ain't mine

Always up in my business about the things that I've done

They say mistakes can last forever, wish I could hit rewind (listen)

Flipping pages so I could hear what my daddy say

He speaks and I don't hear it, so I go on to pray

And it's like every day, the same thing, cycles

I'm living as a man, I'm striving for disciple