Abel - Intellectual

I take control of the storms in my life and get a hold of the rains in the hurricane and the reins in the journey. I have learned how to aim with my decisions by choosing carefully and broke out of the chains that the pains made me feel trapped in.

My past experiences as a boy growing up through struggles still come back to me as a man. I am different than who I was in the past, but I am still the same at heart I just express it.

The pain in my life feel like it’s burning inside and their scars take their own name because of their importance. Life turns into a game, but I made decisions (shoot) in the past and I didn’t ever plan out (aim) beforehand.

Trying to climb up through my struggles as I look around the world, but the rope I am pulling on is weakening in the crane that I am trying to climb up to, representing a better life I am trying to get to.

When I make decisions, sometimes I put one leg in and the other out. I visualize this metaphor as one leg gets stuck in the rains of bad times.

The grass felt so empty and dry in my life, and I’ve felt really down in my life like a man down in action. I pick up the pieces of my life and reassemble the road of my life in my journey of change for me to fly out like a plane.

Double entendre with Reins (Rains)

I used to hope that my life would change through the struggle but it felt like a hurricane and I had no hold on the reins in this journey; or the rains in the hurricane.

Double entendre with the word Cane (Cain)

My thoughts feel like a cane, like they are handicapping me, and like a Cain as they are killing me as Cain killed his brother Abel.

My pains are deep in my veins and I continue to sustain and develop through them.

Hands stuck in the chains with how I feel trapped and it’s breaking me inside taking away my energy.

Whenever I start something it always feels like it is about to go wrong like an engine burning when it starts. Many things I have done in my life could have taken me to higher places in my life, but I have made many mistakes that have brought me where I am.

When I used to smoke drugs, it always kept me blind to all my feelings and holding me back in my life, but I am taking control of my life back and it’s my time to shine.

I am taking control of my life back and it’s my time to take my shots and do right with my life.

My pains are deep in my veins and I continue to sustain and develop through them.

The driver seat of my life is drawn to me like a magnet, because we need each other; as a driver needs a seat and a seat needs a driver.

My pain is stuck in my chest because it is taking my breath and feels like a one spot migraine because of the headache it is giving me. I try to remain normal in the process, but I feel sometimes that I don’t want or need to explain my pain.

I don’t need a sign to do what I want to do, if I feel it is something I need to do, I just do it and get it started. Usually once we start our mission in anything, we start to move but are held back or plateau in stagnancy standing still. This isn’t how I planned my mission out, but still I come out standing on the other side.

My pains are deep in my veins and I continue to sustain and develop through them.

The pain I have turns into a flame that I control and life has went from being a game to being my game as I tame my ongoing struggles and scars in my life.

It goes without questioning that everyone is gonna die. We try in our lives to get to where we want to be and sometimes procrastinate as we try and forget to use our time efficiently in our journey through life.