Released on September 21, 2018

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(am I ice cold, am I ice cold now)

Hook:

Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now

Get your picks out, get your ice picks out

Can you thaw me out, 'cause I'm falling down

Catch me now, don't let me hit the ground

Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now

Get your picks out, get your ice picks out

I can't hear you now, but you're calling out

My callused heart can't hear a sound

Verse1:

Other than my, self doubt

I'll let myself out, don't shout

There's absolutely no worse way I could find out now

Wow, but it's fine I'm just vibing

Cruising around town, I'm driving

Got my windows down, grooving with sound

Speakers bumping loud

All this, just hide the fact I'm lying

Dying or surviving

I don't even know

To be honest, I'm just writing

And I'm not writing slow

I'm feeling the flow, just like I'm feeling this road

But I don't feel anything else

Maybe my feelings are broke

I don't even know, I don't even know

All I know is all I got is hope

At least I hope

It's not a joke, but I can't help but laugh

A year ago I would've never looked back

Or wrote that in a track, on this pad with a pen

But then again, I was probably as immature

As you are now, back then

Back when, I had lots of friends

Few were more than that

Had my share of backstabes, and pats on the back

I've lost track, in fact, but the fact remains true

The more and more you give means

You have that much more to lose

So love is a choice you willingly choose

Knowing you might end up alone, beaten, broken and bruised

Hook:

Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now

Get your picks out, get your ice picks out

Can you thaw me out, 'cause I'm falling down

Catch me now, don't let me hit the ground

Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now

Get your picks out, get your ice picks out

I can't hear you now, but you're calling out

My callused heart can't hear a sound

Verse 2:

And the beauty of my God, is that life's not fair

I was never gone

But it's the same out there

Am I scared? Yeah probably, I'd dumb not to be

Dumbstruck by the grace he has given me

He took, one for the team, he's all you'll ever need

Hard to believe, so he becomes a distant memory

So deep, when my heart gets cold, I tend to forget

Get out the ice picks again, start the dig

They say good things

Come to those who wait

But what happens when the wait becomes

More than you can take

Do you break, from the weight

Do you wait, take a break

Maybe act like nothings wrong, save face

Become fake

Or is it really brave?

To take it with you down to the grave

Bare it all for other's sake?

I don't really know

That's why I come to you to ask

Even you prayed as a man

So I guess I must be on the right track

Take a step back, and see

All you've done for me

All you've done for free

But it wasn't free for you, you had to die on Calvary

Split the veil, like you split the sea

Gradually, showing me what love was meant to be

It's a sacrifice, plain and simple

It's pain to our temples, insane it's mental

But it ripples

Through time and space, love and grace

They conquer all, and make hearts thaw

So when I'm Frozen in place, I see the truth

You are love, they're one in the same

And in the end all I need to do

Is choose to love you

Hook:

Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now

Get your picks out, get your ice picks out

Can you thaw me out, 'cause I'm falling down

Catch me now, don't let me hit the ground

Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now

Get your picks out, get your ice picks out

I can't hear you now, but you're calling out

My callused heart can't hear a sound