I split ways

Let my anger do the work for me

Just for these days

I never asked for depression

But like my dog’s passing

It must be a phase

Give me the strength

Integrity

Hoping that this ain’t the end

Prosperity

I never needed a dollar

But if it put my parents back together

I’ll gladly pay the fee

I’ve got my tuition covered

But now that I need me some help in this place

Give me an eCAF

Reverse it

Then I can see my Mommy and Daddy’s face

Drowning in emotion

Don’t know what’s wrong

What’s right

What’s dark

What’s light

Sleepin’ through the day

Can’t sleep at night

Never hesitate

I don’t wanna fight

Sacrifice the things I love

The things that distract me from this fucking conversation

I’m tryna live the best days of my life

But I can’t when I know my heart is always racing

Overloading

Overflowing

My mind with solutions

Just like a P.O Box

Difference is I wish I could do the same as everyone else

And close it with a PAD Lock

Thought I was done

Bitch I had only fucking begun

If I want it to end

It would be a gun

To my head

But my mind always told it “be gone”

I’m far from that shit

The petty pussy

Lookin’ for attention that I miss

Give me a donation

I promise I won’t waste it

But I can’t promise that I’ll use it on cannabis

Can a bitch

Get a hit of that shit

Smokin’ all my problems away

Can’t a bit of that bliss

Cover my pessimist

Personality like the fucking shade

That was thrown at me

Not covered up

And put right past me

Not loved enough

To pull back shit

And pick out the problem

That nearly turned my flesh to fucking bones

My life to soul

A corpse at home

Open casket

No phones

Just staring right at me

Not alone

Got what I wanted

Long ago

God lashing at me

Right from his throne