365

By ivycomb

Released on August 10, 2022

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What's up guys, it's ivycomb

Thank you so much for 10,000 subscribers on my music channel and 20,000 listeners on Spotify

This is a little gift for all of you for all the continued support

Thank you for 30k combined

I just wish I could see another perspective

One wish is all I ask for to help me with this perplexion

Please, just say a word, I need to hear a voice

Please, just say a word (Black and white, painted brown and blue)

I'd hate to ask you twice (I swear I'm like a demon when I'm next to you)

I'm the ghost that's living inside, and I'm

Waiting to exorcise your bad habits

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Oh my god, I have seen your face

It's like I'm lookin' in a mirror, but it's rearranged

Black and white, painted brown and blue

I swear I'm like a demon when I'm next to you

Wading through the undertow, I see

All the lights in Tokyo right now

Cross the street, quiet undertones

Just breathe in the sights

Sense overload

Brought me here, our coordinance

Away from the fear

Of an ordinance right now

Lyin' back down on the low

Just chillin' out in Tokyo

Nah, you don't care about me do you?

Got me fishin' for a feelin'

Friggin' worried about the future

Always thinkin' I'd be happy just to know ya

Then I knew ya, livin' life like it's a movie

Call me out just like a blooper, I've been

Livin' like a ghost in the background

If you forgot about me imma pull you back 'round

I've been pushin' things around, just want attention

I'll never seem to be the one you mention

I feel like

I'm the Imposter, I'm sus

But there's a bigger threat here among us

Put on your trench coat and tie

These crewmates came out here to die

And the space wind howls

While the bad guys are prowlin'

Can't finish that task

'Cause I'm starin' and scowlin'

Ding di-ding di-ding sus

Welcome to Among Us

Everything will be alright

It's just a joke

I'm walkin' underneath the starlight

It's just a joke

I know that I will be forgiven

It's just a joke

So why can't you just listen?

You won't listen

I put on some nice clothes today

I'm excited to finally put on a happy face

My friends and I are gonna go out to play


[?]

(Just tell me)

Hey, sorry, I didn't mean to miss your call

The radio was busted, air was frozen, I couldn't hear at all

The time we spent together was short-sighted and sad like the vision

Of a seltzer bottle's contours between my homework and in-division, like

I woke up in the morning feelin' like I couldn't breathe

But would that really be so bad? Living lifeless and so free, because

When I was younger, they'd say, "You should follow your dreams"

But then they'd shoot it down and say, "that wouldn't let me be free"

'Cause—

I just wish I could see another perspective

One wish is all I ask for to help me with this perplexion

Please, just say a word, I need to hear a voice

Please, just say a word, I'd hate to ask you twice

The solar winds are calling from so far

I don't know whereabouts my soul bits are

I'll travel 'till the end of the road

See the people and the places and the things that I know, all gone

Take a look 'cause it might be my last

My anxiety's inside of me, I'm stuck in the past

I've got to muster my might

Hide the fear, say farewell to the fright

I turn my head and I know

Today I might be starbound, oh

I'm starbound

I'm starbound

I'm starbound

I'm starbound

The solar winds are calling from so far

Runnin', runnin' away from me

There's so much, so much that we could be

But you seem terrified of

What you've been feelin' inside, ah

You're runnin', runnin' away from me

Like love is a bad word

I took the wrong steps, I'm sorry

Broken and bruised, you worried

I'm not a criminal, I just

Lost my direction in my life

Life's fucked up

It's really fucked up

I just want a keyboard

So I can make it up

Sticks and bones

May break my bones

But I broke her heart

Then I broke his bones

Quick—quick—quick

Take pic

Check inside of my brain

Can't develop any colors

'Cause the ink's all the same

Got—got a pen

Paper too

Don't know what to fuckin' do

Answer me this simple riddle 'cause I

Ain't got no clue

Yeah, feelin' so

Fucked up, fucked up, yeah

Sinkin' feelin' in my heart

Got me feelin'

Fucked up, fucked up-up

Cold

Feelin' so

Fucked up, fucked up, yeah

Sinkin' feelin' in my heart

Got me feelin'

Fucked up, fucked up-up

Cold

I wanted to be like all the other kids

But wearin' a mask don't change how it is

Just wanted to hear you say that you love me

But no you don't

You know that I was just chillin'

Afraid to be myself, and I can't fuckin' tell

Where my persona ends and the truth begins

Because I'm too deep in these lies and I'm fucked up

Can you coat it in a barrel of nails?

Take a nap on the train tracks next to the rail

Feel the wind of an airplane going over Mach 4

On a hot floor [?] the pain away

Because I'm stuck in the third dimension, on a pension

Not to mention the tension is gut-wrenchin'

And I don't know why I'd even bother to try when I wake up

Fucked up, fucked up, yeah

Sinkin' feelin' in my heart

Got me feelin'

Fucked up, fucked up-up

Cold

Feelin' so

Fucked up, fucked up, yeah

Sinkin' feelin' in my heart

Got me feelin'

Fucked up, fucked up-up

Cold

Fucked up, fucked up, yeah

Fucked up, fucked up

Fucked up, fucked up, yeah

I turned myself into a pickle, Morty!

Boom! Big reveal, I'm a pickle!

What do you think about that? I turned myself into a pi—