23 - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

My head hits the pillow (My head hits the pillow)

And I don't know where I am now (Where I am now)

I close my eyes I feel down (I feel down)

Sorrow it's where I drown (It's where I drown)

I see you on the walls (I see you on the walls)

But that's just a shadow (But that's just a shadow)

Nobody wants me to stay

I'm the friend and the family love in my head

I'm drawing the figures

On the wall like a memory

I need the moon and the night

'Cause only then I can see right

'Cause only then I can see light

And fight all the things I don't like

I just wanna stay alive

That's all I want (Want)

That's all I want (Want)

That's all I need (Need)

'Cause nobody is here

It's all just me (It's all just me)

I don't get no calls (I don't get no calls)

While we are in our phones (While we are in our phones)

"The shit don't matter", they say, but that shit ain't shit

That shit means a lot (That shit means a lot)

Fuck what you talk about (Fuck what you talk about)

I wanna stay the same (I wanna stay the same)

I don't do shit for the fame

If you're asking me, I don't think life is a game (Life is a game)

It's funny how you act nice (It's funny how you act nice)

Eyes full of black lies (Black lies)

I better stay in my mind (I better stay in my mind)

I better stay in my peace (I better stay in my peace)

I better fly at night

I better stay high rather than say why

Fuck this life

I love you but I need my time

I hate you 'cause I'm wasting night