(Verse)

Dressed up for the first time in months

And stepped out of my grave

To see what once was

But I won't decay

(Chorus)

I won't decay

You help me decay

(Verse)

And just to think you weren't here

Shallow methods so clear

For 18 fucking years

But I won't disappear

(Chorus)

Im doing just great

You help me decay

(Spoken Word)

And one day I woke up and realized where I was

In a room with a thousand candles and pictures from what was

I peered over the cold box at the end of the hall

With roses and violets lighting my way

So I took a step back and treaded the water

While waves of purple and orange pulled me down

But every wave got lighter

Day by day

Until I realized where I was

(Chorus)

I won't decay

You helped me decay