[Chorus: Zeegs]

Tryna love myself again

Patience ties all loose amends

And I'm trying hard, hard to find myself

And maybe time will tell us where we, end

[Verse 1: Ivan B]

I hate it when I see you cry

So much pain that you swallowed 'til you're numb inside

I been afraid of life the moment when I realized

How much happiness people have can be a lie, yeah

Or how much we lose just to feel more

Won't sell out to sell out the film more

If the rain come, work like we still poor

If they take me away, girl, I'm still yours, uh

High fever, couldn't talk last night, my throat shut

I stayed up 'til I saw light, my mind took flight

No matter what, I promise you gon' be alright

Hold you close like I felt new heights, uh huh

I been thinking, am I comfortable sinkin'?

Or did I take a leap of faith, and now I live in the deep end?

Will my hands come out empty if I took what wasn't worth keepin'?

End up longing for something I had at the beginning

Handful of secrets I keep tucked up in the ceiling

Deal with my feelings by seeing a villain, one in a million

When my soul is done healin', need a moment, couple of minutes

I need more joy to come visit, yeah

Hands shaking at the thought of regret

Think you got it figured out 'til the moment it bends

You see what you truly love when you don't choose how it ends

I'm tense, terrified to see the place where I end, yeah

[Chorus: Zeegs]

Tryna love myself again

Patience ties all loose amends

And I'm trying hard, hard to find myself

And maybe time will tell us where we, end

[Verse 2: Ivan B]

If it goes up, it goes south

Made hope my ghost house, last night I broke down

Life motto is, "I hope it works out"

Someone tell me why everything just hurts now

What's living if your hair don't stand up?

Crazy how I hand out love before I hand trust

Tryna find a star to land us

This was never plan B, this was plan us

Maybe I just need a home

Maybe people feel numb when they feel alone

Rather keep quiet than to feel wrong

Rather hold on, this stays so long, I know I've been gone

Tears falling down with no cause

Russian roulette with my thoughts

What will I lose just to find me on top?

Will I have to be everything that I'm not?

Who gonna save me if I really can't stop?

My fear is so vivid, it's like I really do live it

Is it a product of faith, or is it the fact I don't listen?

Am I looking for love in things that don't give it?

Give it space in my life, then go and wonder what is it?

Timid making every decision, moments I'm drifting

Wishing I could be different, working for all my regrets to be lifted

Listening to God, I know there's more to learn in it

All of it, just gotta give it

That's where I'll see where I'll end up to be

[Chorus: Zeegs]

Tryna love myself again

Patience ties all loose amends

And I'm trying hard, hard to find myself

And maybe time will tell us where we, end