Running Crazy - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

See, I'm scared for tomorrow, yet can't get over the past

And it seems like this smile is becomin' more of a mask

Can't rejuvenate the energy that I thought that I had

I'm losing vision of the place I just been working to have

Just been guessing these questions that have been pressing and stressing

My adolescence revolved around the same set of lessons

But I can't get it right

'Cause I've been losing sight

'Cause what's the point of dreaming, if you ain't sleeping right?

3AM and exhausted, but I'm just lying awake

Thinking of something to say, but I think I'm going insane

'Cause I can't live in the moment when I've been stuck in my brain

I've been trying to change for the better, but everything's been the same

'Cause I don't know where I'm going, can't look back where I've been

I don't believe in “meant to be's” 'cause I decide who I am

So I'm deciding to go, then make the jump, give it all

'Cause happiness is made when you can smile if you fall

And I don't know (Know), if things are gonna last (Are gonna last)

I'm running crazy, and I know I'm gonna crash

So if I leave (Leave), will you remember me? ('You remember me?)

Or can we go back, to the way things used to be?

Yeah

Looking for that glimmer of light inside the darkest storm

An open war working towards that happiness I'm searching for

Repeating questions, like, "Will this ever happen?"

I'm stressing all the time, man, where's the satisfaction?

'Cause, believe me, I've tried, feels like a thousand of times that I

Tell my Ma, it's coming, even with her doubtful eye

Should I set this aside? Can someone give me a sign

'Cause am I chasing a future, or am I just wasting my time?

'Cause I'm full of doubts and I can't get them out

I wanna give you everything, feel like I'ma drown

Place my heart into the fire now all I'm feeling is tired

I've been trying to set my mind higher but can't stop losing desire

'Cause what if I never make it? What if this doesn't work?

Second guessing every move, rewriting every verse

'Cause everything is just a maybe and lately been running crazy

My vision's getting hazy and I can't see what's ahead, am I gone?

And I don't know (Know), if things are gonna last (Are gonna last)

I'm running crazy, and I know I'm gonna crash

So if I leave (Leave), will you remember me? ('You remember me?)

Or can we go back, to the way things used to be?