[Intro]

Yeah

[Verse 1]

They tell me, "Count your blessings," I need more to count

Everyone a wolf is what I'm finding out

Fighting fears, but I live with doubts

Sky's falling, but I hold my ground

Feeling more unique the more I look around, yeah

When you tell me my limit is where I draw the line

My mission's to the moon, I won't Apollo-gize

It can't be your year when every year is mine

Money takes you places, but it makes you blind, yeah

Straightjackets all around, everybody sleeping still

Music on Xanax made me feel like I took a sleeping pill

Life is a highway, one day you gotta learn to take the wheel

No more crying, no more silence; time to tell 'em how you feel

You either want it or you don't, you're alive or you're a ghost

Leave it up to God, all I say is, "Adios"

Ran it out the park, now we run it in the prose

If your heart is rich, I don't need to see it on your clothes, ay!

They want a million, but can't keep it a hundred

Not the type to say a lot, I just pull up and run it

I just pull it, keep it humble, but I heard that doesn't sell

The emptiest people usually full of themselves

I wonder, am I feeling my soul? Am I feeling my lies?

Am I seeing the truth? Am I closing my eyes?

Am I finding myself or do I live in my pride?

Am I scared to be open or take a look what's inside?

[Verse 2]

I'm not the type to keep friends

That don't make me a better man

I'm not the type to stay the same, this isn't Neverland

I'm not the type to drop a song a day to stay relevant, agh

What you really know about me, huh?

What you know about sleeping with a coat in the winter, huh?

Looking at the rain like I had enough

I always had to give 'em more when they told me, "Give it up"

"Ivan I don't get it, why you always so negative?

Why you always down, can't you see it's repetitive?

You say you love God, you treat pain like a medicine

I'm your biggest fan, I know you'll do better, and

Make what we want, I'll start playing your songs again

My family loves your stuff, but lately they haven't been

Please hit me back, I need to tell you some other things

Please, can you read this? And—"

Yo, I'm not happy with pain

I just deal with it differently

I really don't care if nobody remembers me

You don't want it? Then don't take it

Sit it down and just let it be

More concerned if I can smile back at all of my memories

If I empty my pockets, empty my life savings just to empty my heart

Now they say I'm life-saving, yeah, they say I'm life-saving

Life's like Friday nights, no one's ever done changing

I heard how happiness comes

From sacrificing what you want most for what you want now

It's not the pretty words you'd think it would say

It's the kinda person you are when nobody's around

Yeah, so pray for me, I've been cooking

Yeah, they tell me, "Make a plate for me"

I only hear the truth, what can you say to me?

Ain't a game to me, this was made for me

Made to be the greatest, but that isn't who I came to be

[Outro]

When you pick up the pieces

You don't notice that it picks you apart

'Til you look at your heart

'Til you look in the mirror like you don't know where to start

All these scars looking beautiful, 'cause that's what you are

I've been getting signals from above

Telling me, "Imperfection means there's more to love"

Letting go will never mean that you're not enough

If you can let it go, all that remains is who you've become