CONFESSIONS

By ItsjustLalith

Released on December 21, 2016

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I'm sitting in this dark room with a concrete thought/like literally!

No beat no paper no pen but just an off beat heart/

Trying hard to see, I'm gone deep dark/

What's a fucking vision without the mind tree's spark?/

Find me lord!, the signs drive me odd/

I feel like a dry meat ball fried thrice deep charred/

I cry these scars yet I fight these wars/

Because I need not have to plight me false/

For thy cheap brawls, My pride's been shot/

I'm tired, find me lord!/

A confession, to my self and not to any other presence that exists/

I embrace the inner God, I'm part of the higher form/

A dire call, before the fire storm I gotta find calm/

So i had a tired walk to the mirror hung over my dryer's wall/

Turned on the dim light looking through, ready for a satire talk/huh

Questions Gyred all around me, I'm helpless, should I cry it out?/

Again?!, Oh do I have to pretend?/

Again?!, there's no end to the pain?/

Again?! is there a clog in my brain?/

Well let me bust it!..I'm mundane../

So it's all loose channels in my brain now!/

I'm angry like Bruce banner in my veins now!/but

Chivalry! like, Bruce's manners inside the Wayne house!/

I shall be, truce bagged aside, insane now!!/

But hey, the rage could pause, wait a moment/

Once I get this shit off my chest it can straight up roll in/

Yo!...

10 conscious years of constant harsh contents learned/

Tons contradict, but my conscience conquered, morals earned/

None fond of me, but I found my fodder, Slaughtered words/

Friends fraudulent, facetious faces, f**k your curse/

I been broke and hurt giving a f**k to every word that y'all splurt/

Not giving a thought about my inner voice that I heard/

Whom do i screw?, my own people from fam to crew left me in blues/

Abuse on my back and applaud on the front, please EXCUSE!/

The last of whom I thought was good, who knew me/

From odds to good was last of whom I thought to accuse Me/

Coz he finally got cock to ride on and get his music's views lit/

The Talent's Amusing! yet charac's Abstrusive/

Abusing peace and love with a bit of humble to Sprinkle in/

At least Judas did Jesus! for 30 silvers/

While bitch You did me for an insecurity of a squeaking dude for a lick of his dirty pickle/

F**K it if, for a moment, these bars ahead don't rhyme in/

I was wrong all along the time man/

None of you Mofos deserved my love and respect/

You just a bunch of insecure bitches whom I believed were true in what they do/

Well hell yeah they are true in what they do in plotting blue prints to pull in/

People who keepin it real down to ditches and screw them!!/

Less do you know Mo***ers like me are like sayans we don't lose in we keep moving/

Well that's done! let me let the Rage resume in now see who's the omen!/

Yo!

I got the Pain paired with purpose in my veins, like Wayne, Im baring/

All the strain, migraine in brain, the rain ain't there yet/

To cleanse my name off the vain that pave my ailment./

So I paint pages with nerve rush in my brain like there's no payment!!/

For the art I put in these bars I flow in/

For I spark an ocean of thoughts so open/

I'll knock your fore head if you are not exploring/

Your heart and soul, hence, then what's your goal then?/

Stalking hoes and some pot to blow and/

Some cars with gold spokes! Ciroc that's orange?/

While your mom is sobbing!!/

Coz you're not what she thought that you are, she's broken/

See I could've been a spoilt brat, moved by the sinisters/

I would've even voiced gats, blued by the sinisters/

I should've given'em boys back, Duel fights and finish the/

Menace up, blemish cunts like i got a lotta plenty fucks??!!/

Rather I use my time force to find hope in blind doors/

Coz I'm told "the light don't shine though if you got a blind soul"!!/

Rhyme after Rhyme I write to ignite my Own spine/

I hold the rhyme force..

Until I froze like a mo***ng ice cold Sign board/

Shit I spit be ubiquitous, critics shiver as I slither with this/

What I see is ridiculous bitches utterring shit so gimmick-culous/

Biting rhythm and scripts of other spitters who keepin it Meticulous/

Plenty killers but who the f**ng villain keepin it real and down to earth and Unique with this?!!/

You better watch out coz!

I'm thriving to be the Einstein of this rhyme style that i keep Cryptographic/

Frying your eye sights with these fire lines guess it's pyrolytic/

Leaving your spines iced as I swipe lines the flow's cryogenic/

Ill let your thoughts fly, so high!! that makes the sky a gimmick/

I been ditched in this bitch, Emcees claim "Real" but they snitched/

The game's for real but they ain't surreal yet they Clicked/

Was a hard knock on my chest I crept until I knew it was a test/

The clock hit 3 ova 12, the moment I stepped!!/

Lalith be the jinx in this bitch, the things that he spits/

Distinct and it's lit, the way that he thinks is legit/

Whether he's tall or a midget, none can fuck with his skills/

Abducts with the feels that he gives!/...

Verbal gymnastics as nasty as Kim kardashian's ass/

Ever lasting as Cartesian's math b**ch/..

You better get some Eucalyptus, Before you wound your sepsis/

Thinking of raising yo bars?, you need 6.9 bill dudes to lift it/

I don't give a damn about the views for this vid/

Unless you "Amused" and kissed it/

It proves that I'm true to this shit/

For you Its a duel for bitches/

Fool rather use some biscuits/

I rather be called as the last hope/

Coz I'm the new invention of 2 O 16/

Coz u thinking too much of future/

And young thugs you listening/B**ch!