[Hook]

Alright I'm back

Sit it back down

It’s too late

Y'all late

Can't run now

Might ask, who this dude is

Man, all I’m gonna say "It's okay

There's not many people that know me around

Holdin' me down"

I'm keepin' my circle so tight and secluded

Sometimes, I feel like even I'm not included

My mind is polluted with the past that I've ruined

[Verse]

This is the shit I’ve been dreamin’ about

Since I put my first song out

When everyone else took me rightfully as a joke

But I realized that I got a genuine chance

At making something bigger than me

Building a lеgacy, but back then

Ain't nobody believеd that

I could go as far as releasing an album

Well fuckers, I’m here for the second outing

I ain't fuckin' stoppin'

Imma keep you bombin’ ‘til the end of time

Or until God gets tired of my lies

Wasting my life with

Fighting my vices

Hiding from time

Hopin' that one day, Imma get it right

Cause if I'm not doin' a good enough job

I might as well just stop

Locking my eyes on the top, hoping that I won't fail

Achieving some kind of motherfucking success

Putting it all on my head

Raising the pressure on my chest

My last chance

To be better than my best

To embrace the sickness

And somehow turn my weaknesses

Into strength

The rest

I don't really give a fuck about that

Every day is a blessing

Still kickin' it thankfully

Fighting my demons

Tryna make a difference

I'm lucky to live

But my work ain't even near it

I'm comin', I know you hear it

You fear it

The odds are against it

I came here to kill it

Just call it a day

Cause there won't be a way, you can keep me away

I live and die for this shit everyday

I wanna, but I can't do nothing else to

Cope with the bad stuff

Than to go down the deep-end depressed

Completely outta my head

This minute I'm stuck in the past, then in the next

I'm stuck in the future, ain't keepin' it neutral

Short-shifting from drive and reverse

Cause you never know which one'll make you a legend

And which one will hold you back

Yeah, I'm struggling to find the remedy

Mentally broken, but wake up with hope every morning

To learn from my mistakes

So maybe I can get some fuckin' relief from my stress

And detach from those moments, that I cannot take anymore

Finally laugh at a joke and not fake it

Look at the present like it's something worth living

Still I keep it in being heroic

Veil all my doubts, hopin' that I can ignore it

But being ignorant has only made me more introverted

Bottling up the words in me, and if there's too many

I'll pick out some music and vent

Just so I could feel a little happy for a couple of tracks

Grab the wheel, not the gat

I'm feeling great, feeling bad

The basement is getting flooded

But I cannot do nothing about it

So Imma just enjoy these couple breaths

I don't know how many there's left

But Imma live every moment like it is my last

In theory it really sounds amazing, but I haven't lived

A single motherfucking second without being scared

Yeah, I'm looking for change!