[Intro]

Yeah, hey

Yeah

Hey, yeah!

[Verse 1]

Used to wander in the dark

When nothing was looking up

Wondering why the fuck

Should I keep living on?

Or who should I be living for?

Tryna stumble on somebody to end it all

So that I can maybe break free

From this motherfucking cycle

It’s like

Whoa, you got one little itty bitty problem

And suddenly you wanna let go?

Man, fuck that

Buck back

Listen to this bitch chirp like he got hurt

So bad

Oh man, so sad

Don’t know where to go

Cause you ain’t got a place

Where you feel at home

That part always makes me laugh

Like you really believe you havе a chance

To feel anything else bеsides pain?

Don’t lie, you don’t wanna leave it man

Stop playing

You have breakdowns for breakfast

That’s what gets you out of bed

To be out of your head

Is the only way to feel like yourself

[Bridge 1]

That’s the only way to get you out of bed

Being out of your head

Is the only way to feel like yourself

[Verse 2]

You can fight it all you want

That won’t change the fact

You’ll always be like that

Pray, ask God for help

Even if you don’t need anyone’s help

Don’t get attached

Shoot for the stars

Bury yourself with work

Until you run out of breath

You know damn well

That you’re better of dead

Have a sudden rush of happiness

Then incinerate it by the second

Guessing every fucking thing in my life

It’s getting darker and darker

Man I wanna leave

But I cannot see where could I cross the road

To get to the bright side of my mind

To get to the bright side

Yeah

Aight stop

I ain’t finna stay under the dark side

Even though I keep getting

Pulled back inside

As soon as I thought I’m getting out

Bleeding out

Feeling like shit every time I open my eyes

[Bridge 2]

There’s no time to hide though

Cause I’m running late

But let me take another smoke break

Maybe if I drag this out

It will rearrange my headspace

[Verse 3]

Help me find the right way

A quiet place

Far away from my thoughts

So I won’t feel the pressure

To answer all these motherfucking questions

Like, if every little thing in my life

Is filled with agony

Or maybe I just can’t enjoy it

Man, I’m getting fucking full of this

I’m losing it

But thankfully

I’m more than capable

Of using this anger, depression, anxiety

As some kind fuel for my music

Making my pain the sole driving force

Raising me to heights I’ve never seen before

Lord knows

That is how I got stuck in this fucking cycle

That’s why I ain’t got anything to lose

I was built for this shit

I ain’t leaving for shit

Rather die than to fail

Gonna find me a way

Just remember the name

I mean, who the fuck am I?

Who am I kidding?