Released on November 23, 2022

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[1st Verse]

I sat and waited for the moon to rise, it covered up the sun and when I looked my eyes was hypnotized

Eclipse of my life, had me dead to rights, but gave me sight

Everyday pretending we alive, but it was all a lie (for real), we barely livin’ as we wait to die

We speeding through our lives, in sixth gear we hit the overdrive

Patience is a virtue we was born to hide, like inner crimes, couldn’t wait to grow and now we older, shit is never fine

Memories of a child’s innocence we lost and can’t find, I waited for the light to turn green, it took a long while

Anxious for a change, been waitin’ for it like the summertime, the winter only comes to make us love it when the sun shine (for real)


[Hook]

I was drivin’ ‘til my dreams said a million miles left, I had to laugh and turn the key

Yeah, I was prayin’ on my knees, I ain’t seeing nothing change, but I still been begging please

Yeah, life been seeming out of reach, tryna search for something new I couldn’t find inside of me

Yeah, been tryna practice what I preach

Takin’ time to heal myself by holding on so I can see


[2nd Verse]

I sat and waited for the sun to set, I was on a quest

Looked satisfied was giving it my best, I was feelin’ stressed, weight of the world was on my chest

Shit had me vexed, knew that I was bound to pass the test, ain’t easily impressed

Feel like everyone’s a pest, I been goin’ out more but still been watching every step, niggas hope you trip, on the sideline talkin’ shit

Fingers crossed, waiting, wishing you would die in the abyss

We living longer though, choosin’ where we wanna go, never got permission we be eating like we Hannibal

Wait and they will handle you, goin’ full force off the (?), threw the touchdown & scored another two


[Hook]

I was drivin’ ‘til my dreams said a million miles left, I had to laugh and turn the key

Yeah, I was prayin’ on my knees, I ain’t seeing nothing change but I still been begging please

Yeah, life been seeming out of reach, tryna search for something new I couldn’t find inside of me

Yeah, been tryna practice what I preach

Takin’ time to heal myself, waited long so I can see


[3rd Verse]

My niggas act up, and pack those sacks inside of fat blunts, laughed at the past stuff, sad but we had trust

And that’s all you really needed, fuck love, it’s just loyalty inside of my regime

Had fire in my eyes, seen things you won’t believe

We was tryna find solace in the jungle of the fiends

There was nothin’ there, I spent years unaware

Gave my time to some corny niggas that ain’t cus I was scared, they was just there

And we ain’t hanging out with statues, stacks off the last move, stashed in the back room

Past gloom had to splash on the raft to

Shacked with a cat, true, smashed in the bathroom

My bag loose, I could spazz on a whack fool

Trap make the pack move, smacked off the gas fumes, last few they don’t make ‘em like the nineties

I’ll be dancing in the rain, niggas know where they can find me


[Hook]

I was drivin’ ‘til my dreams said a million miles left, I had to laugh and turn the key

Yeah, I was prayin’ on my knees, I ain’t seeing nothing change, but I still been begging please

Yeah, life been seeming out of reach, tryna search for something new I couldn’t find inside of me

Yeah, been tryna practice what I preach

Takin’ time to heal myself, waited long so I can see