[Verse 1]

A blue mood ain't for the weakest hearts

I seen many kill themselves 'cause they afraid of the dark

They try to play me standing up like I was built like a harp

Imagine throwing all your darts, but you still missed every mark

When's my chance to hit a bullseye?

Depressed through the winter, I hope I get to see the fall cry

Lonely nights I wonder if maybe I should get baptized

Sorry, I was drunk, can't remember what happened last night

I'm sure I fuckеd up

My ex told my girl I'm a problem and she should bucklе up

Afraid I'ma leave all my baggage until my newest love

Had scars since a child that's making it really hard to trust, damn

Now I'm thinking 'bout counseling

Thought I had the tools it would take this amount to mountain

Climbing everyday but ain't making it past my problems

Been travelling for miles with no map or without a compass

I always been chasing solace

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[Verse 2]

My emotions getting backed up, it make me act up

Tryna make my money stack up to fill a Mack Truck

Had some seasons full of bad luck, we gettin' back up

Tryna get through all the past stuff, I tend to lack trust

We ain't going back to mask up, or being a trapper

Tryna see my niggas lamped up, no jail or cancer

I'ma make it through disaster, they tend to add up

Time been moving even faster, I sip my last cup

Got the blues like the Rolling Stones

Blew the whole bag of zones

My mind hit the tango like it's Reggaeton

Life got a stepping stones, we only get to take a loan

I missed a couple, never grown, but learned in time to let it go

Half the [?] go with the flow

Fighting with the currents, you'll never know how to really float, or sting like a bee

I been paralyzed in my mind like it's Christopher Reeve's

I been blaming myself ever since we lost STEEZ