As much to my dismay

I am still alive today

An ever wonder what it will take

To fall asleep and never wake

A crippling affliction of my nervous system

Mediocre, overcomer

I sit and speak the truth

To a stranger I don't even know

Provide me guidance, about my problems

When I know the problem was you

I'm scared to face this truth

To break comfort, break away from you

Hearts will heal, memories will fade

Prescribe me meds to numb this pain

As much to my dismay

(To my dismay)

I am still alive today

(Alive today)

An ever wonder what it will take

(What will it take)

To fall asleep and never wake

I'm learning, that hurting is better than suffering

The addict in me, Is now letting go

Let me go

I won't hurt you no more

I can't hurt you no more

We've both hurt enough

We can never take back all the things that we've said, or the things that we've done

So please move on

I needed help

So I sought it, I found it

I needed space

So I left you, for solitude

Passing through hell

To find clarity, past suffering

I know this hurts, I guess that's life

Sometimes you have to hurt to find yourself

So please move on