[Verse 1]

Whenever I shut my eyes I'm always taken back

That night that seventeen stood out where all I saw was black

I was so paranoid, I'd taken all these substances

Was caught within my mind, was certain that I was not loved

I can't explain myself or why I tried to take my life

But it forever haunts me knowing that I tried it twice

So I release my pain just praying that it does me good

Release that rope because my destiny is not a noose

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm roaming and feeling like life has lost all meaning

Ovеrwhelmed, who can help еxplain these thoughts I'm thinking?

[Chorus]

Please tell me I'm dreaming, this all feels so wrong

Still lost now I'm fading into the unknown

If I'm left to wander, into the depths where I roam

I fear I'll be leaving, another poor soul bound to die alone

[Verse 2]

When you look in my eyes can you tell me what you see?

'Cause when I look at myself I'm not the person I should be, no

Self-healing's taking so long, so how long will it take before it runs out?

I'm all alone in the dark patiently waiting for someone to pull me... OUT!

[Chorus]

Please tell me I'm dreaming, this all feels so wrong

Still lost now I'm fading into the unknown

If I'm left to wander, into the depths where I roam

I fear I'll be leaving, another poor soul bound to die alone

(Bound to die alone)

[Outro]

I can't explain myself or why I tried to take my life

But it forever haunts me knowing that I tried it twice

So I release my pain just praying that it does me good

Release that rope you motherfucker cause it's not for... you!

It's not

No, it's not