[Verse 1]

I pop a pill to fall asleep in my own bed

I watch my phone light up on the nightstand

I'm a little nauseous

I'll overcome it

Sometimes I think that I might be a workhorse

I'm satisfied when the work is forced

Being complacent

Is happy adjacent

[Pre-Chorus]

I think about in the shower, in the morning

I think about it like a sign I've been ignoring

I think it might be some type of warning

Things can get better

[Chorus]

I'm overwhelmed and I'm feeling kinda stupid

I have my cool, but what if I lose it?

When I'm told what's good for me

I can't let people down

But no one's making a sound

Who's the workhorse now?

[Verse 2]

I call my mom, wash my sheets on my birthday

I can't think straight 'lеss I'm getting paid

And I'm low on money

My head feels fuzzy

Somеtimes I think that I might be a workhorse

Forfeit the reins, par for the course

When shit's out of my hands

Don't have to understand

[Pre-Chorus]

I thought about it in the backseat in Portland

I thought about it like something foreign

I had the thought, "Oh, fuck it's important"

Things can get better

[Chorus]

I'm overwhelmed and I'm feeling kinda stupid

I have my cool, but what if I lose it?

When I'm told what's good for me

I can't let people down

But no one's making a sound

Who's the workhorse now?

[Post-Chorus]

Ah, ah

Ah (Ah)

[Bridge]

I'm worried I'll love you in a few months

I'm worried I'll lose myself in it

I'm worried that I'll forget who I am

I'm worried I'll forget this is just like anything

[Outro]

You're sweet and nice and kind to me

I'm worried this is the best version of me