Open, open, open

What I've been quoting

Symbolic emotions

Morphing to bottled up portions

Which are enormous

Walls built to keep space

Ironically I'm in place

So communication strained

Which one of us is there to blame?

Steady maintain the same route

Till i figure out. What I wanna talk about

But doubt been a roommate bunking on couch

Starring at these fluffy clouds

Shadows turning bigger now

Black sheep within a crowd

Vow to keep it rational

Oh my pen pal said he's very proud

Can't let him down

So I stick a little while

Couple minutes later, pow

Anxiety is raging, how

Must I process, the progress

With monsters that conquer

The things that I ponder

A author of sorts

On this mission to abort, fast forward

To when I would ask for

Life to get me off the asphalt

Add salt. Hard headed, dead bolt

Ten 4, where my kin folk?

Oh they been ghost, tinted windows

Episode of a show that is cancelled

Guess im lost in a scene, nothing is what it seems

Do I go or do I scream?

All this pint up boiled tea

Let a muhfucka be

I am just a product of

All the things I haven't touched

I won't cling to being tough

Vulnerable when writing stuff

Have to explain everything

As if I should be so ashamed

Hiatus, to clear my brain

I am only a human