Look, better run yeah they chasing me out

I took a one on one now they beating me that’s no doubt

I see the loaded gun forcing me to stay on this route

They put it on my tongue now I know just what they about okay

2020 started out without a fucking medication

Hesitation in my head an overcasting shadow facing

My location never present mental patient what I’m seeing

Now it’s a reflection of my father man this shit is weighing

Exit broadway is my only temptation, I’m faking

Only thing I’ve ever felt is vacant, I’m waiting

For a single sign to tell me what the fuck I’m chasing

If we bеing honest then I’m running out of patiencе

Flip that flip that

Gotta get my mind state right back

Feel like time fly too fast

And it feel like I might crash

I don’t even know why I ask

I hit 85 on that dash

One left turn that’s all that I ask

I might flip the civic in a flash bitch

Imma be honest imma pay the price for silence

Even if it come down to my life I know that’s well spent

How we breaking down I barely got some mileage?

For these 21 I see that I been my own hostage

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I need a translator to get my mind straighter

I’m calling Nezuko I think I needa demon slayer

I’m running through the paper, I sent a couple prayers

I’m never hearing back guess I don’t need that muthufucka

Yeah straight to the bottom I’m talking depths and I dove in

Divine intention digging for reception tell him I’ll owe him

This silence been a cycle through my guidance, never been chosen

And if I gotta make a sound then Imma shove it down coping

They wanna tell me how to kill myself, I’m slipping out my mental health

It’s so fucking hard to yell for help when they just hear themselves

If I told you what I’m feeling you prolly get overwhelmed

So I stay inside my head and make sure I don’t feel compelled

Okay i never had a high like this

I took a pill now im neo in a new matrix

My mind was ill, but it still feel like there's something i missed

Write down my thoughts, maybe i could convince myself this ain't an abyss

And this life was never easy i freely, challenge my thoughts to seek the real me

It kill me, to see my momma drink like that

Wasted talkin shit no you won't remember this back, but i guess

We all got our demons, right? questioned my life for several seasons, right?

And what I needed was a balance, It’s finally time for me to break the silence