Pain, stress, anxiety

Fucking up my sobriety

Said i would stay sober

But it's fuckin my mentality

Suicidal, murderous

5150, dangerous

Destructive, yet not envious

The pain is so consumptuous

Wake up, and i'm in pain

Smoking all my stress away

Why won't it go away

Why must It be this way

Nobody really cares

Does your life even matter?

You think the blade gives you release

While all your blood just splatters

Pain, stress, anxiety

Fucking up my sobriety

Said i would stay sober

But it's fuckin my mentality

Suicidal, murderous

5150, dangerous

Destructive, yet not envious

The pain is so consumptuous

Wake up, and i'm in pain

Smoking all my stress away

Why won't it go away

Why must It be this way

Nobody really cares

Does your life even matter?

You think the blade gives you release

While all your blood just splatters