Released on January 1, 2020

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[Verse 1]

It all felt so real

The flow of life that left

The world whispered your name

In colors so dull and expressionless

Was there anything?

Maybe I was trying to pretend

I wonder if you felt it all along

You saw the beginning to the end


[Chorus]

You watch me drift away

Over and over again

I'm drowning in the rain, wither away

Bury the pain in the hopeless deep


[Verse 2]

Scorched beneath the skin

Leaving the surface to make amends

Buried in the pain again, but this time

It all felt so real

Find my way, see through the grey

In the hopeless deep


[Interlude]

The quiet that used to put me to sleep

Seems so loud in this restless bleak


[Bridge]

Watch me drift away painlessly

Is it selfish to say I don't deserve it?

The constant rain withers me

The fine line between giving up and letting go


[Chorus]

You watch me drift away

Over and over again

I'm drowning in the rain over and over

Wither away over and over again

I'm drowning in the pain


[Outro]

The quiet that used to put me to sleep

Seems so loud in this restless bleak

Watch me drift away painlessly

Is it selfish to say I don't deserve it?