[Verse 1]

Last thing you said was you hate me

But you still held me for safety

You pushed me out of your apartment as the tears in your face stream

Down your powdered cheek until they formed in a lake

We been tryin' to orbit the space

We made out of lonely and lazy

The cuddles lead to comfort

Comfort leads to complacence

Cause while the other is leaving

We know that one is stuck staying

Patiently waiting for nay-thing

Cause nothing is changing

Except the days in the week and fucking you leads to frustration

I just couldn't take it

How you were paid to be naked

And that caused me to be distantness

This frail ego was shaken

You know that I loves you

But was too selfish to say it

So whatever you felt for me failed to fester hatred

And I was too late and I feel ashamed that I wasted

A perfect chance to be an honest man who lives for his lady

I might have a problem, think I'm addicted to chasing

Because as soon as it's easy

I leave without even waving

Yeah, and turn a maid into a mistress

Why do damaged goods attract like two negatives will fix it?

Pistol whip the passion to a sedative submission

You said that I'm a bastard and I bet that is a symptom

I was wrong, so this my half-ass apology

For every time I didn't hold your hand outside for all to see

Every time I let you in my bed when you were calling me

After we'd established you'd never get what you want from me

A self-centered, selfish son of a bitch

Cause' he doesn't deal with feelings and keeps running from shit

I openly think I'm stuck and ain't got nothing to give

So I never thought I'd see you past a couple of trisps

But who know? Guess that's a pattern I'm apart of

How every girl I met that ever mattered had start up

I push away until you leave me and I'm hard up

Then run back and say I miss you, convince you I'll give my heart up

All I leave is, All I leave is, All I leave is

All I leave is ruins

All I leave is ruins

Everytime I do it