[Verse 1]
This is rock bottom baby
Knock knock
Lost in a soft autumn, hazy
Pop the lock off the safety
These rotten thoughts often cause losses lately
Held hostage to this hot-headed monster momma raised
See every day's another-
Every day's another I don't know
Pushing on that pavement while you're looking for that pot of gold
Winning fights and then forgetting what you fought them for
Waiting for that maybe and then praying that it's not a no
See the difference is our differences are not the same
Certified cynic, grin and listen while you drop a name
Man why you fishing for that pocket change
View the bigger picture Mr. Fisher this is not a game
And now they're nipping at your heels
You dipping for the hills just cause shit is getting real
Mister piss on this existence with a pill
Good riddance to the fittest, I'mma finish with a kill
[Hook]
I've been vibin' on my own
Hidin' from society trying to finally find a home when I decided I'm alone
Right inside my little iris lies a poem
That I've been writing since my eyes been open wide enough to know
[Verse 2]
Live like you'll die tomorrow
Learn like you'll live forever
Even when it's great you'll feel like you can't get your shit together
I want to listen better
Cause I just pitch in whether
Or not my thoughts are needed
Watch me re-skin that's leather
You fidget with your phone
At function's full of frigid clones
Hidden from the vision
Wishing you could just sit at home
Like your religion isn't getting blown
Thinking that you getting grown
Man, who you kidding though
I ain't a perfect person
I've been the worst at working
Flirting with failure
Searching for a purse that's worth it
And tryna find where all them verses lurkin'
When you stop caring, it makes being nervous worthless
Mastering that craft haphazardly
Shaking sad sack rappers off my dick dastardly
We do it by ourselves, that's how the path has to be
All my ex girls live happily ever after me