If everything was easy

And nothing hurt to hold

I’m sick of empty bottles cluttering my home

I pull myself together

To find a hope to own

To ease this constant struggle

To help find what’s known

I can’t keep up

I keep breaking every part of me

I keep wondering why

I'm struggling with everything

I always let myself down

With this self-doubt

Why is it when I'm struggling with everything

I have to pull myself out?

I’m only mending and breaking

If everything was simple

And people thought out loud

I’d cover up my ears and hide beneath the sound

Because everything is broken

And nothing stays the same

I’m caught up in the constant mending, breaking in my

I can’t keep up

I keep breaking every part of me

I keep wondering why

I'm struggling with everything

I always let myself down

With this self-doubt

Why is it when I'm struggling with everything

I have to pull myself out?

I’m only mending and breaking

To have any conviction

In anything I’ve done

My hope and hesitation

Are blurring into one

I can’t keep up

I keep wondering why

I'm struggling with everything

I always let myself down

With this self-doubt

Why is it when I'm struggling with everything

I have to pull myself out?

I’m only mending and breaking

I'm struggling with everything

I always let myself down

With this self-doubt

Why is it when I'm struggling with everything

I have to pull myself out?

I’m only mending and breaking