Solely concentrating

Hiding in a solid state

Hidden from the insecure

Hiding from disappointment

Focus on my intimate plan

Reaching out to every chance to

Hoping to get closer to

Testing every possibility to

Vainly fulfilling an intimate plan

What am I striving for -

Am I striving for anything?

Capsized are my thoughts with you

Is it over just because you wanted to

Fade … –– lead...?

Capsized by my thoughts

Do not guide me wrong

When I need you the most

So I play with my thoughts

Weaving them to gold

To what?

Ashes to gold