Another sleepless night

Snow starts to fall between dead branches

Outside, in the winding avenues

The happiness I couldn’t find

I watch the looming homes in the distance, lighting up the contours of the darkened hills. It reminds me of my loneliness

A longing starts to swell in my eyes, and through these tears, I can barely see what has been passing me by. I have just failed too many times and I wish... I could have been better... I thought I could give more... I should of became something else. I guess this apathy is a pathetic form of self-defeat. And I can only watch this sad life slip through my fingers

I am fading in these streets, everything is turning to ash, I drink every night, hoping to forget... because this fleeting existence aches. Harassed by sleeplessness, grasping at every mirage, trying so hard to fill this immense emptiness. But because I am an ugly human... I know how this will end... I know... I will be the one alone