No grace or credence given within my life

Lashing out at myself with a poisoned knife

I bear the weight of all your panicked cries

And pooling all the tears inside

To see a reflection

I'm a brimming lake

Spilling shame

I can't seem to hide

Soak in its wretched tide

Blood on my hands, god damn rooms spinning again

The consequence, was it worth it?

Soaked in sweat I have one fear

That I'll go and leave it all behind

Regret has its way

Forming endless years of pain

Brеd to suffer

All things fell in place

But thе essence of disgrace

That I refuse to see

I bear the weight of all your panicked cries

And pooling all the tears inside

To see a reflection

The aftermath deep panic sets in

Is this gonna be the one that's puts me down?

Scream, scratch, and cry, just leave me here to die

On your way out don't forget to say your goodbyes

Years tend not to slow

Bear the weight of my guilt

Suns rising, amplifying, years tend not to show

Wearing in, wearing off, bear the weight of my guilt

Regret has its way

Forming endless years of pain

Bred to suffer

Looking back the hardest fact is this was all me

Right before my eyes and I didn't have the courage to see