Alone

By Insyde

On Insyde

Released on March 20, 2020

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[Insyde]

I always feel alone

I don't know who I am

I don't feel the joy you promised me

I need some help


[Hennest]

Yeah, I've been reading up on social media

Trying to find hope, but receiving none

And I say I don't, but I'm needing love

Stone heart's gone cold, it needs heating up, heated up

When they mention God, cause I'm feeling judged

I just stay in my box that I'm keeping shut, locked with the key defunct

I'm inside with my thoughts, so depleted of

Any kind of hope, I'm alone, now I'm eating drugs

Yesterday when I saw my reflection

All I saw looking back was depression

In my eyes I could see all the wreckage

Of every decision and where I've been headed

I'm in need of a change of direction

I know I'm bout to drive to a dead-end

I've been living this life of rejection

It's time to reject it and find some acceptance

But I'm too far gone, and I can't return

And if there's a God, I guess I'm not heard

And if I'm so lost, then he hasn't searched

Pulled the final straw, now I'm getting worse

And my heart won't thaw, man it's like I'm cursed

And I got a job, but it's like my work

Just doesn't mean squat, and it has no worth

Man I feel so numb, everyday's a blur

But I don't even know which path is the best and

Where I should be checking, or where I should go

Now I'm always guessing I got all these question

I ask them alone, I'm asking for hope, yeah, I'm feeling alone


[Insyde]

I always feel alone

I don't know who I am

If there's a God, then show me please, cause

I'm feeling broke and alone

So just help me, help me, help me, help me, help me

Help me, help me, help me, help me, help me


[Hennest]

Yeah, I know my suffering soul cries subtly

Acting all tough, but underneath

I feel like I got about a hundred heaps

Of stone, it's a load, and I'm unrelieved, unbelief's

Got me by the feet, so I'm stumbling

Feel like everything I need's right in front of me, things like love and peace

And I know there's got to be a God judging me

So I don't see or believe in this other being

Yesterday I was caught in the streets

A man who wanted to speak

He asked if it was okay if he's taking to me, so I nod and agree

But I got all defensive, I thought he would preach

He opened his Bible and started to read

Suddenly it was like I was relieved

This was the thing that I wanted to see

He was reading the words and they struck my core

And to think before, I would just ignore

Whatever was said when they mentioned Lord

Now a thing so lost seems so restored

It was like I died, but I've been reborn

And the cold inside has turned to warmth

And I never had a dad, like you might've had yours

But I got a father and I call Him Lord

And now I know which path is the best and

I know where I'm headed, and where I should go

And I've turned my back from the ways of sin

And I've learned to repent, and I'm praising Him

Yeah, I'm feeling the hope


[Insyde]

Praise God I'm not alone

I feel like I found the hope

Through the grace of God, I'm here today, and

I'm so assured I am saved

Because He helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me

He Helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me

Helped me yeah

He helped me yeah, He helped me yeah