Heartbeat racing in like speed addiction

Frantic, pacing now without restriction

Walls come crashing down

I'm too weak to run

Smother me in perspiration

Strong overload of dry regurgitation

Smacked on the back without the choking fit

That should've come first, should've come first

This empire's dying anyone

Can you wait to see the sin on his face?

And he knows it's not a joke when he hears the last words

His son ever spoke

Why can't I be alone

To fight these things and hurt myself?

Why can't I be a victim

If a victim's how I've felt?

Free to look proud on those

I drag down with me

Free to disbelieve

I'm bitching, no one listens, witnessing desecration

I'm bitching, no one listens, witnessing resurrection

I'm bitching, no one listens, fighting this addiction's killing me

I'm unforgiven

It's at times like this that I wish that I could die

It's at times like this that I wish that I could die

It's at times like this I wish I could die

Not worth it, just not worth it

Who will help me be myself?

No one even talks to me

This blossom

Save it before it's too late or it won't save itself

Free to want nothing more than what I lost of me

Free to disbelieve in everything

Why can't I be alone

To fight these things and hurt myself?

Why can't I be a victim

If a victim's how I've felt?

Free to look proud on those

I drag down with me

Free to disbelieve

I won't know the pain I've caused until it stops

I won't know the pain I've caused until it finally stops hurting me

'Til it stops hurting me...

Why can't I be alone

To fight these things and hurt myself?

Why can't I be a victim?

A fucked-up victim

Stop hurting me

Stop hurting me

I can't stop hurting me

Mother please forgive this

Father please forgive this

God forgive this

I die