Fuck what you tell me you ain't got a choice

Risen in rap I never got a hoist

Did it my own no such thing as The Boys

Tried to keep clean but I never could do it

Thoughts going crazy they told me think through it

I didn't think through it

I battled my way

What happened to me

Never seen vividly

Take all these girls and look what it did to me...

I had an epiphany

This ain't my job and it gets to me yeah

Flip in a remedy

Ima bouta soften the enemy yeah

I know it sucks how you picture me

Up with yo girl that is givin me

Head every different week yeah

I dont really get it

Saying that you love me, Ion think you meant it

Why you gettin distant

Maybe this is all a dream and

Maybe I'm just trippin

Therapist tell me to breathe

*inhale*

I just dont know what that mean

*inhale*

I keep on falling and falling cause I got no goal too achieve yeah

Therapist told me that yes I'm alive

But I ain't really livin

I dont think you get it

This is me and not you

But

Dont interrupt me when ever I'm talkin that's rude

I got a style that's true

And some of y'all like it but some of y'all dont cause the view

Maybe I just need to chill, mmm

Swallow couple more pills, yeah

I'll be fine with no feel, damn

Numbing all the pain

Trigger happy with no area to aim

Mirrors all around it's me for the blame

Fuck what you think of me

I didn't do this for sympathy

I wrote this song cause regret

Wishing it sooner was said

I got a show at a house now

And I'm surprised anyone found out

Keep my name outta yo crowds mouth

I hate bein brought up

You ain't even caught up

See I gotta sister I wanna see

But I got a father I dont

He made a choice to leave me alone

Decision for them was not in they control

So I sit down monthly and text on the phone

Just to make sure that shes on the right road

So dont think for a second

You know where I'm steppin

I ain't manifestin

Mystery a blessin

Almost got arrested

I ain't really stressin

Pills that y'all be guessin

Inner me it deffens

I can get aggressive

Doesnt mean I like it

Try to keep it silent

Y'all dont want me violent, no-no