After Effects

Intro:

You know, I always thought this shit was just a cliche

And who knows, it still very well could be

But, I look back now and think how I used to mock all these songs

That were being released, and who they're all about love

And how they've lost someone

I just thought they were corny, and some are, don't get me wrong

But, until something like that happens to you, that is how you think

But now, the view's all changed for me now that I can relate

So here we go, it's my turn

Verse 1:

All I want to do is go back to how it used-to-be

I don't get why it's changed between you-and-me

It used-to-be, you-and-me, but that's different-now

I still wonder why it is, when we first met it was different-wow

I've never seen someone so perfect in-my-eyes

I couldn't believe it, she had outstanding beauty and didn't-try

To be, what she wasn't, wasn't trying to be one of those slutty-girls

Just to get the attention of every-guy and give em' a lucky-whirl

Like everyone else was doing at that time, you were-different

You weren't like them walking the streets looking for-intimate

Relationships damn near every-week

But I could see through em' and knew they were tongue-in-cheek

I couldn't stand it, and then I found-you

You were like a light of hope, I was all about-you

I tried and tried to get on your good-side

I couldn't imagine later I would be saying good-bye

Chorus:

The After Effects that have occurred lately

Have been bringing me darkness, straight from Hades

I can't seem to get over what had been done

What was said and how it all unfolded one

Day, it was all perfect, all fine and dandy

I wonder how it could've change so drastically

I can't believe, at one point in time

It was all great and all fine

Hell, it's taking a long time cause it ain't over yet

It still irritates me to this day that I can't get over it

Verse 2:

I've been thinkin' long and hard about-this

And I realize that I could've changed the outcome, shout-less

In the relationship, but now I know I utterly-failed

I look back on the times and clumsily-wailed

Once it happened and I went straight back to my-rappin'

I needed to something to kick start me and kick start my-passion

And this was the perfect thing to run-to

When I needed something to calm me down, one-two

And it soon started to cool and started to-work

Bur every time I see your face it sends me into-a-murk

Of depression-and-sadness

Every damn time this-same-thing-happens

The last time that I shed a tear over-anyone

Was a long time ago when my father ran-to-one

Place and never seemed to return after-that

Man it hit me hard same as that after-math

Chorus:

The After Effects that have occurred lately

Have been bringing me darkness, straight from Hades

I can't seem to get over what had been done

What was said and how it all unfolded one

Day, it was all perfect, all fine and dandy

I wonder how it could've change so drastically

I can't believe, at one point in time

It was all great and all fine

Hell, it's taking a long time cause it ain't over yet

It still irritates me to this day that I can't get over it

Verse 3:

But now I know, it's all over now

My time was there, it was my time to wow

And I couldn't seem to get off my feet

Everything I ever did, just lead to defeat

I wanted to see something blossom out of this

Nothing seemed to I was hopin' for bliss

But what came out was just pity and diss

Nothin' came out for my luck or happiness

And it just seemed to hard and dark to swallow

I couldn't take the pain and hurt but it's hard to wallow

When I have other things that brighten the days

Maybe eventually I'll meet someone with a gaze

But until then I now realize the truth

What I did must have been the final proof

Of why it ended the way it did

I know it sucks now, but I'll find a way to live

Outro:

Alright, listen I promise I won't be making many of these songs

But you know, once it gets in your head

You sort of, get a passion to go out and write a song about it

Rap, Pop, Rock, anything, dont matter the music, anyone can relate

And not to mention I just wanted to get this off of my chest

For really feeling a certain way, it really irritates me

To feel like that you know, so I just had to get the pen and pad

This goes out to someone that used to mean the world to me

And i wish I could've changed the way, it all ended, peace