Released on June 9, 2022

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[Verse 1]

You pushed me until I was broken

You helped me lose

Everything I ever held so close to my chest

And I’ve been showing this masquerade

Pretending there’s nothing to hide

And I've been holding onto

A vivid dream of a life that’s fine

I've been holding onto something that’s not mine

Just want another moment where I can feel the wind across my face And see the light

You just sat back and told me everything will be alright

But you never once showеd me the way to

Find the light


[Chorus]

If I mеan everything to you

Then why do you let me live

A promise that’s overdue

A feeling that I'll never miss


[Post-Chorus]

You’ve been pulling my strings

For too damn long

Well I can’t take it

I'm sick of being asked to fake it

I find myself alone again

With no one to show me the light of reason


[Verse 2]

I found illuminance in self decline

It's another way to hold my hands up for my mistakes

(For my mistakes)

I've been showing this masquerade

Pretending there’s nothing to hide

And I've been holding onto

A vivid dream of a life that’s fine

And the way I see

This’ll never be okay

This’ll never be okay


[Chorus]

If I mean everything to you

Then why do you let me live

A promise that’s overdue

A feeling that ill never miss

I've been so far away from this

It's a promise that’s overdue


[Post-Chorus]

You’ve been pulling my strings

For too damn long

Well I can’t take it

I'm sick of being asked to fake it

I find myself alone again

With no one to show me the light of reason