I've blown all my time on whining

Look where it's got me still whining

I wish I could get away from my excuses

Absorption is the darkest hole

So is my shame

I've got a knack for breeding my own baby

Self pity that holds me down

I'd like to think that I am perfect

But I'm just one big wrong

I wish I could get away from my deep trenches

That hold me down

I'm going down

That hold me down

I'm going down

I breathe all my air

And I choke

Stunted stagnant

And caught on lung

Think I'd be better left untouched!

By an unprotected open hand!

I'd rather die than spread my infection!

To you or anyone else!

That hold me down

I'm going down

Think I'd be better left!

That hold me down

I'm going down

That hold me down

I'm going down