[Verse 1: $inikill]

I feel that wind, under my bones

I hate my life

When the nights so cold

All of my friends

They have moved on

Don't hit me up

I'd rather smoke bongs

It's the way that is

It's the way that it goes

Just a young kid

With no damn hoes

Antisocial

I used to be social

Till I fell down

Now I am not social

I hit my cone

So I don't feel shit

I sip my drink

Till im way passed pissed

Scared all alone

Cause I just can't quit

I'd probably do it right

If I got another chance

But I've lost this fight

It's the same song and dance

Might take my life

If I fuck my plans

Guess it's goodbye, suicide

Ain't no might when I say

That's what differs with you and I

[Verse 2: $inikill]

I can't live when I feel this bitter

It is what it seems

But I ain't no quitter

I hate what I see

When stare in the mirror

Skinny looking cunt

Dressed in all black fila

UK look but I ain't no driller

Stoned all alone

Gues I am

Jeff fisher

Fucked off drugs

So I can't think straight

Never had love

So I just feel shame

Wishing on a Star

Fuck im reaching for the top

If I don't make it

Let my body rot

Fuck it, plant a couple crops

In the spot that I tied the knot

No one called the cops

No letter for my mum and pops

Fkd up shit

Sipping on my drink

As I'm writing this

Where the fuck do I go

I can see you looking through me

Like I'm nothing but a ghost

I Know