Carry your cross

Tell me the weight doesn't drag you down

For most of my life l've been living a lie

Something inside me has been telling me

That I should die

A gift wasting away, I can't even look at my

Own face

A fucking disgrace, take me far away from

This existence

If Every aspect of life

Is shaped by the world we live in

Then every experience

Has made me who I am

In my confusion, I draw the same

Conclusion

Never thought id be part the problem

But now I understand

Are you the cause of your misfortune, Lost

In the sand?

You know nothing of pain until you know

About sacrifice

Here I am

Searching for meaning

With suffering surrounding

Here I am

Searching for truth in the depths of disease

So why do I question my existence?

Stuck between two very different versions

Of myself

Forget everything you think you know

I'm not who you think I am

Stuck in the middle, the bridge between