Calming Equilibrium - Intellectual

[Intro - Infinity888]

Uh, woo, damn, aye, yeah

Finally at ease with myself, learn't to control my anger and fix my peace and weath

Enemies with a few wannabees who don’t know how to control themselves

When it's beef don't mention my name I compare myself to Socrates when I’m pressed

Depressed, going through grief, learning she a cheater, put my pain in rest

Obsessed, internet got me going crazy gotta put these kids to bed

If I don't sleep, they won't either, like I put a bullet to they head, uh

I'm getting better, the pussy getting wetter

Just remember, i'm going to rehab in December

If I die before then, I wrote a letter, to hopefully relieve your pressure

Measuring how my drugs I take to chill

I don't wanna take to many pills, the shit they been cooking up gon' fall on your grills

I have confidence, but I am ignorant to the drugs I been taking

15 a day maybe, yesterday I went on a private plane

Stay in your lane, if you think about dissing me stay away

Got too much in my head I gotta say

I be counting money everyday, if I die all of it is going to my bae

"Enjoy me while you have me" is what I say to her

Drowning in a pit of flames and self worth

Brought it all back together, on gods earth

Calming Equilibrium, state of balance it don't need a reason

All of my niggas on here been beaten, i’m gonna be a champion

Im enjoying my life, got no worries at all, my mental health is prioritize

Ayo, my full album full circle, prepared for this verse, for this moment for an individual

Ring the bell nigga come piss me off, i’ll just let you see my walk away, hear that scoff

Been praying for a miracle, come save me god, I need you to help get me through

Haven't got any luck with dating lately, until I took some time to myself, next day was crazy

Diana, Christiana, Wilhelmina, all these fine ass girls are hopping, let me come and see ya

Used to angry, pissed, demented, was a negative experience I wish I forgeted

If magic exist, with a wave a wand, I could make a paradise, just me and james bond

Come join me on the Marriot, don’t leave your bags on board, shit did you forgot

Let your anxiety, fears just wash away, see what i did there, hope it's funny, I pray

Oh my god, baby, don't wanna mention, it's a misconception, just because you are away, don’t mean you win

Shit, you still gotta clock in saturday morning, before you vacation, just a simple warning

Don't worry about that all right now, just sit down and enjoy my made chow, play the music loud, say it proud

You did this shit, don't ever miss out feeling where it hit, it's good for the soul, though it is unfortunate

I found a balance, something that works out, that's great, we don't ever get a break anywhere in the united state

Working 9 to 5, fuck it all, I need a better system, not to fall in the flow of capitalism

I lay down for the night, all ready to bounce, all in my universe, tuck away, no one fuckin knows about my whereabouts

Calming Equilibrium, state of balance it don't need a reason

All of my niggas on here been beaten, i'm gonna be a champion