Ashamed - Intellectual

[Intro]

Hmm, uh, aye, look

Practically being so patient, the Louis watch on my wrist is ancient

The paycheck you gave me last week just went into the payment

Expensive statement, expensive everything, expensive basement

Am I the only one that copes by buying mo', dragging me through the flo'

Until I don't got nothing no mo', i'll keep growing, uh

I'll keep flowing until my neck is an ocean, uh

Pussy dripping like the Atlantic, for sure

I feel so immature, I feel like I've lived this before

I feel like I've seen this all, feels like I'm kicking a door

When will I be free from the drugs, I feel like I dug my grave

This is the road I paved, born and raised, never felt this way

Felt ashamed, I feel untamed, unclaimed, i'm so amazed

Has anyone been in my shoes, I guess i'll never know

When will it get better for me?

When will I be able to take off the fake smiles and

Shoot for the sky and aim higher

Feels like I'm in the crowd of 8 mile

I feel ashamed

My life been in reverse, looking like everything's been rehearsed

My time has been served, my relationships have gotten burned

Feels like I'm cursed, are you concerned?

I'm not sure, cause most these niggas don't read the raps, but that's unconfirmed

Did I get what I deserved? Has this life been reserved

I don't know, I feel burnt out

But I have the talent to practice, just imagine

Me teaching the younger generations not to jump in my wagon

If your favorite rapper disses me I'll turn into an assassin

Kill every one of you that I can

It's in my DNA I guess I fall for scams, hard to redesign the nature of man

This woman in my DMS tryna get my DNA strands

Jid my favorite artist, I have to use a few lines

I hope I get no fines, I hope you understand

When will it get better for me?

When will I be able to take off the fake smiles and

Shoot for the sky and aim higher

Feels like I'm in the crowd of 8 mile

I feel ashamed